Why am I feeling like it won’t make any difference if I am here or not? I feel so left out. Maybe I made the wrong decision. Maybe I should have seized that opportunity.
Everything happens for a reason. But sometimes the reason is that you’re stupid and you make bad decisions.
Fat Kids Journal 
oh no! all for a reason! you might not see it now but it will take you further at one point! just keep going!
really appreciate your comment! it’s weird that i got such support from people whom I haven’t really met. thanks a lot!!
Sometimes that is what you need. Keep moving forward.